Change

Hello everybody! Today I will be writing to you about change. Here we go:

I remember a time when I wasn’t me, but I was me.

I remember a time when I smiled for different reasons, laughed at different things.

I remember a time when I had a different taste in food.

I remember a time when I didn’t fully understand all the wrongs in the world, all the wars, all the society’s errors.

I remember when I kept every item, every rock, every leaf, every school project, thinking there was some special memory or sentimental fact about it attached. 

I remember thinking there were fairy’s in my backyard.

I remember having a book of potions and fairy secrets.

I remember thinking my Teddy bears had a party without me when I was sleeping.

I remember getting my words wrong.

I remember getting frustrated because I couldn’t draw like Mummy.

I remember not being allowed to cross the road alone.

I remember earning money and never spending it.

 

The thing I don’t remember is when it all changed.

 

I don’t remember when I started having my own opinions.

I don’t remember when I started having dreams about my future, wanting to be an actress and a writer.

I don’t remember when I suddenly cared about clothes.

I don’t remember when I started doing my hair by myself.

I don’t remember when I started liking boys.

I don’t remember when I was allowed to cross the road alone.

I don’t remember when I was allowed to go out with friends.

I don’t remember when I suddenly knew about this world and it’s mistakes.

I don’t remember when I started being unique.

I don’t remember when I got green in my eyes.

I don’t remember when I realised I could sing.

I don’t remember when I started reading big books.

I don’t remember when I had to start actually thinking about exercise and healthy food.

We all change, that is certain. All I know is that I am not the person I once was.

Keep smiling, keep scrolling.

 

Author: georgiarmg

Positive Mind blogger, writing makes me feel free and independent. I can't imagine life without my blog. I created the site as a space for people to be free. You can go here and you don't have to worry about anyone watching you, you can be real. This is my planet, my world my life, everyone has there own planet and I welcome you to mine.

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